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Now you may think that I am being clingy or desperate. But I assure you, I am not. I have no time for childish games, frankly. I barely have time for school work, much less time for myself and my family so there is no way I am going to waste my energy thinking of what nonsense you are up to or whether your big fat heart has any space for me. Because I am tired of games. I am 19 years and 9 months old, much too mature for you and your thinking, clearly not of the implications of what you say, that perhaps you may be setting expectations which you cannot fulfil but of only yourself and your primal childish needs. Wants, rather.