Tomorrow Yusra leaves for Toronto. And I'll be leaving for university camp. Tomorrow marks a new chapter of my life.
Gone will be my infantile adolescent days. I feel much older, but more than that, independent. I can think for myself and I know myself so much better: what makes me tick, what makes me happy, what makes me weep.
Speaking of weeping, I think Muffin's passing has a lot to do with my feelings of moving forward. His death marked a stoppage of some sort. I feel entirely different without him around. But different isn't necessarily always bad.
I won't be seeing Jie for at least 2 years and I feel we will both be wholly different people from who we are right now in this moment chomping down mentaiko rice and ramen. We'll have different people in our lives and very different thoughts.
I'm afraid of what's to come, and what I will become. But I am also extremely excited.
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